Friday, September 22, 2006

I've been a pretty horrible person. I made him cry. I'm relentless and selfish. Selfishly relentless. Relentlessly selfish. I accused him of taking advantage of an old rich woman who doesn't know better, which may even be partially true, but I never wanted him to cry. I don't want him to be sad; I don't want to hurt him. But of course, once again, insensitive Aline is a bitch. I can't seem to stop fucking up. And now I can't even talk to him because he's on his way to the LBC to party with Ulrika et al.

Godammit, I love him. I'd do anything to make him happy. Just look at him.



He's just too wonderful and innocent and beautiful to be sad.

2 comments:

Enjoy the Silence said...

No no no, I wouldn't worry. My boy is pretty much perfect, I just don't treat him very well sometimes. I left out a lot of our conversation too, and it's definitely been building up for him. Plus, I see nothing wrong with the occasional sob.

Thank you for the compliment, though! I can't believe people actually read this thing.

Anonymous said...

Aline you are right you are a selfish bitch. But I love you anyway

<3 Jess