Time for a RANT

I need to get this out so that my job interview goes smoothly today. I'm a bit upset for a few reasons. Most recently, this stupid PC wouldn't let me sign into my blog for about half an hour- that's basically all of my lunch break. But my boss isn't here so he won't know, and I've pretty much finished everything for the day anyway. I'm sitting here eating canned peaches instead of going out to lunch because once again Alex left his phone at home. I thought the whole point of a cell phone is so that people can reach you. Apparently he's an exception. Well, I'm almost over that because it's just one ruined lunch but I'm NOT over what follows.

I called Birte on Sunday to hang out since she just got back from Santa Cruz on Saturday and I haven't seen her since winter break. She couldn't then, but said we should go out to dinner on Tuesday or do something else. So that was cool. I was a little anxious about seeing her alone but fuck it, it's gotta happen sometime so it might as well be now. But no. She sends me a text message saying her parents want her to eat dinner at home but we need to do something and I should call her. First of all, if you cancel on me through a text message, shouldn't you call me and make new plans? I'm the one who got cancelled on!!! To be honest, though, I was a little relieved because we haven't talked for so long, the whole Alex thing that maybe she got over but I still feel awkward about, etc etc. Then yesterday, Wednesday, I called Fragola to invite her to do something with Birte and me. She told me she already saw Birte on Monday. Of course I wasn't invited. Sarah was there. Since when is it okay to disclude one of your friends because your other friend suddenly hates her? This whole situation is grossly fucked up and I'm starting to get really pissed off. I want to call Sarah. I think I will if I can find the number. To me, it just seems a little weird that they say they don't want to get involved and that they don't even know why Sarah is acting like she does, but they don't mind discluding me when they hang out with her. I don't want to get too fired up, so I'll stop there. I hate people.